Last week I recorded a video where I answered some of the questions I’ve been asked on Instagram and in my private Facebook group.
I’m not going to lie I felt all sorts of terrified whilst undertaking this small project. Fear and worry about my face being on screen for thirty minutes, imposter syndrome as I thought - who am I to be giving advice or talking about my writing journey I haven’t achieved anything. And also a kind of invisibility frustration. The latter something I need to think about further and maybe write a blog post about it.
But I pushed through my fears and sent it live and have had some lovely feedback.
I was asked about:
Patreon
Whether I struggle with perfectionism (my immediate thought was no but realised I do in some cases)
How I decide between what I should do and what I truly want to do
Is it too late to be on social media?
How to get past the numbers
My favourite part of everything I do
My journey as a writer
My major stepping stones that helped me get to this point
Vlogging
Click on the post to find out more. Or go straight to the video: Online Creativity Q&A







Over the weekend I sent out a newsletter which opened with a short anecdote about my YouTube channel. The subject of the newsletter wasn’t actually about YouTube at all but I received an email back from one of my lovely subscribers asking what had happened with my YouTube journey. She said: It feels almost like we followed you on your journey then when you arrived at the Emerald City, you left us outside the gates.
I completely agreed. I’d stopped talking about YouTube once I reached monetisation. I’d shared a lot of what I was going through including my analytics and how close I was getting on my Instagram Stories - but then just didn’t carry that narrative on.
My YouTube journey has dominated my life for a year. I was thinking about it a lot; anxious that I would not reach the relevant requirements and then, when I did, I was worried about being rejected and monetisation would not be allowed for my channel.
So I thought I’d explore why I stopped talking about my YouTube channel in this blog post, as well as looking at my YouTube journey so far.